success

thanks to everyone who commented and helped with my intervention. today has gone much better. i started out by making a list of everything i wanted to complete, and then numbered the steps that i needed to take to get them done. today i contacted several vendors for products i'm working on developing. i also contacted several of my reps and talked to them about my new products and their feasibility/cost/etc. all in all, it was a productive day. though my conversations i've even come up with a few more products i'd like to develop! intervention complete!